Lift Off

With these symptoms of inertia, I am dispersing this fire burning

To offload my burdens and rewrite my purpose

As I find myself falling to earth and thought it was worthless

Until I saw I just make shit that's dope and lift

So through all of Newton's laws, I found my protocol to continue on

This is what I gotta do in song

In order to take flight, I lift off to save my life

It's time to go as high as I can in the sky

I'm sorry to all the people I had to leave behind

The weight in my brain and pain in my heart is making me stall

If I don't shed my skin I fall

Who do I go to call? I got loved ones

But this ain't a journey for all, nah

This ain't a journey to see

You don't want to become me

I promise this ain't what you need

I love you all so dearly but I shouldn't be alive

And through the strife I found my stride

But this ain't a goodbye for my life

Merely an evolution in time

I find myself within these lines

Connect the dots within my mind

Realize what is wrong and right and teach myself how to fly

Lately, I've been worried about leaving this world prematurely

Terrified of burdening my family with the hurting

And family isn't just a few

If I chat with you constantly, you're in that group

So I'm reasserting my purpose is to make dope shit

And I'm deserving of happiness for accomplishing this

I'm fighting every single fucking day

You will never understand my pain but thats okay I never

Expect it anyway, I just wanna say if you see me

I fought like hell to keep breathing so I need you

To keep that light on understand that struggle is like

Being bit by pythons

So even when my mic's gone, I will continue to live on

So find a way to press on, there's no reason to be gone

You deserve to be loved and here

So many wanna hear from you, so find that voice to push right through

So, to, all these terrible rappers who was

Verbally active at assaulting my practice