i wish you cheated

I'm anxious, kinda sad

Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had

Spending days just on my phone

Wondering where it all went wrong

I'm nervous, pretty wired

I said your name too much now my lungs got tired

Thinking maybe I'm to blame

I just need someone to hate

Oh-oh-oh, you made this so damn hard for me

You and your goddamn honesty

It got me thinking

I wish you would've cheated

And smashed my heart to pieces

I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving

I wish you were the villain

A psycho with no feelings

So how do I move on

When you did nothing wrong? (Ah-ah-ah)

Wish you did something wrong (ah-ah-ah)

But you did nothing wrong

I know it's messed up, kinda bad

But I wish we didn't talk, and you just left like that

I'd be angry instead of numb

Dammit, who have I become?

Oh-oh-oh, you made this so damn hard for me

You and your goddamn honesty

It got me thinking

I wish you woulda cheated

And smashed my heart to pieces

I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving

I wish you were the villain

A psycho with no feelings

So how do I move on

When you did nothing wrong? (Ah-ah-ah)

Wish you did something wrong (ah-ah-ah)

But you did nothing wrong

In the middle of the night

I start to fantasise that you would ruin my whole life, oh

'Cause you're the best I had

And I keep running back like a goddamn fool, tryna change your mind

You were all mine

Can't believe I

Wish you woulda cheated

And smashed my heart to pieces

I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving

I wish you were the villain

A psycho with no feelings

So how do I move on

When you did nothing wrong?