Drift Away

Oh my god.

This hurt has a hold on me.

Feeling so emotional

So fucking full of pain.

The glass is half empty

The glass is half full

Of the same fucking misery

That consumes my soul.

Moments come and go

Like the changing of the weather.

This life feels too much for me.

I wanna beg to end this suffering.

I feel like I fucked up all my chances

Can I get a second go?

Time feels like it's always fleeting.

I wake up to make the same mistakes

I swore I wouldn't make again.

The same regrets on my mind.

Chasing peace I never find.

Caught in loops I can't unwind.

But I still hope tomorrow's kind-

Even if it breaks me again.

All I think about is the past

Replaying every memory

Hoping that I can make them last.

I'm sorry I didn't call.

I guess this is goodbye

To all my wasted times.

I can't remember much of anything

But I sure know how to ruin my own life.

Time feels like it's always fleeting.

I wake up to make the same mistakes

I swore I wouldn't make again.

The same regrets on my mind.

Chasing peace I never find.

Caught in loops I can't unwind.

But I still hope tomorrow's kind-

Even if it breaks me again.

I scream into the silence,

Wishing pain could make me feel alive.

No answers, just reminders

Of the person I became.

If I could tear it all apart,

Would I still feel the same?

Or would I finally break these habits that keep me this way?

Time feels like it's always fleeting.

I wake up to make the same mistakes

I swore I wouldn't make again.

The same regrets on my mind.

Chasing peace I never find.

Caught in loops I can't unwind.

But I still hope tomorrow's kind-