My Suicide Note

To my dearest

I'm sorry I had to go so soon and

Left but a trail of crimson

For myself in the hours of gloom

I lost the war, I fought like hell

Lost to the voice in my heart and my head

I saw it through to the very end

It left me broken and scarred, a wreck

All this pain, it just gets to my head

Like a storm of feelings and thoughts

I can feel it burning my chest

As I struggle to breathe in and out

And in the silhouette of my peace

All I can make out is ruin and flames

But through all of the noise and debris

I can still hear my soul scream

I want out

I want out

I want out

I want out

I want out

I want out

I want out

I want out

I want out!

But the way out doesn't seem to exist