Текст песни
[Verse 1: NEZZY]
I once knew a kid traumatized by his past
Developed the same attitude as his dad
He would rage punching everything in his path
& to this day he still feels the pain in his hands
Parents switched schools no one signed his cast
His face uncovered but still wore a mask
Jealous of the clothes everyone else had
He just kept drawing his best friend was a sketch pad
7th grade got made fun of
Threw the kid in front of a car
The brakes squealed stopped before collision
The feeling of wishing it would hit him had left a scar
But that sadistic warmth never left his heart
A pattern formed started suppressing emotion
Found porn & started abusing his lotion
Older sister shooting heroin & self diagnosing
Suddenly this unfamiliar voice in his head said
[Chorus: Sean McGee]
Calm down don’t run to a pill son
Let’s restore feeling
Cuz the drugs just delay healing
Show the devil you don’t fear em
When you in doubt my g
You can follow me
Channel your energy
& guarantee
Royalty won’t be just a dream
[Verse 2: NEZZY]
He’s 17 feels as if he’s got it figured out
Just wants to runaway from all the problems at his house
Was selling drugs landscaping wasn’t enough
Gets robbed & decides he needs to purchase a gun
Cause if it happens again he’s gonna kill someone
Had already pushed away all his loved ones
So it
Wouldn’t mean shit except
His lyrics reflected his life
Cuz only then he would be real, right?
Then he gets caught stealing
Some ammunition for his new glock
His dad screaming salvia hitting his face
He’s packs a duffel bag & screams “fuck you pops!”
Then races to the car, freedom his next stop
He’s been waiting for this day
Gets introduced to percocets
& never feels the same