Walking by the River

Walking by the river

Where the wall went down

I know why I'm here

But I don't know how

I got to Berlin

When all I am

Is an insecure man

With a weak back hand

Oh I feel the shiver

As my light dies out

But I got to deliver to the talent scout

It is now or never

It is go or stay

But if I ain't together

I'll be on my way

But oh I'm tired

Of running away

Oh I'm tired

Of hiding the shame

Under layers of clothes

And under excuses I wrote

And I want to get better

And I guess I am

Everyone is happy

And I've got a band

I'm holding on to this

The last thing on the list

Knowing most young kings get their heads cut of

I can't shake the feeling that I've had enough

But time it passes on and here I am

Writing my songs

My dreams, my plans

Show me more than rivers show me more than pain

I want to tell you stories but I have no name

I blame myself for dreaming and all my thoughts

Cause inside I am screaming I guess that's the cost