swimming

Everything's quiet, I don't know why

Used to hate silence, now I don't mind

I don't like loneliness, it isn't kind

I am not lonely yet, but it's close by

I wouldn't normally ask, I wouldn't typically say

But I'm not sure I can catch myself not at this weight

I'll be okay if you can't, I'll understand if you won't

But if you would pull me out before it swallows me whole

I stopped swimming, I'll admit it

I know it's normal, but it feels strange

Haven't felt normal in so many days

And I kept waiting out, hoping something would change

But I think I'm drifting now, I think I need to be saved

And I wouldn't normally ask, I wouldn't typically say

But I'm not sure I can catch myself not at this weight

I'll be okay if you can't, I'll understand if you won't

But if you would pull me out before it swallows me whole

I stopped swimming, I'll admit it

Mm

Mm