Self-Destruct

So why do I fall

For all of my faults

If I don't feel like dying? (Dying)

I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I feel my scars

And still I don't learn

You watch me burn

Inside a fire I set

I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise that I've ever made

So why do I fall

For all of my faults?

If I don't feel like dying

It shouldn't be this hard

It's under my skin

Feel it in my bones

If I don't feel like trying (trying)

I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I fall apart

I see no return

I've come to terms with

The other side that's waiting, patient

If I can't break the cycle what's the point?

Everything I touch ends up destroyed

I hold onto anything I can to fill the void

And It's a mess but

I guess I've been holding on to every broken promise that I have ever made

So why do I fall

For all of my faults?

If I don't feel like dying

It shouldn't be this hard

It's under my skin

Feel it in my bones

If I don't feel like trying (trying)

I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I leave the venom inside

Forever will I

Keep the same energy, dead or alive

I cut it off, fucking lost

But it's done to myself

I lay exploded, never calling for help

So why do I fall

For all of my faults?

If I don't feel like dying

It shouldn't be this hard

It's under my skin

Feel it in my bones

If I don't feel like trying (dying)

I pull out the pin, I self-destruct

I self-destruct