jealous

When I was nine I used to like this boy

And I thought it was kind of weird

He wouldn't give the time of day with me

And at seventeen I knew I loved this boy

But I felt I was really off

When I didn't want to hold his hand

She was the first to break my heart

And I didn't even know it

Now I'm in my room feeling trapped

Feeling lonely

I'm craving need her kissing on my neck

Like my old thing

And fuck it if the next one hurt me bad

Imma go fein

But looking at them locking eyes in love

Man I feel so

Jealous

I can't help I'm

Jealous

It's not your fault I'm

Jealous of the way

Will she love you way

More than you love me?

Yuh

I can't keep on coming back

I can't keep on wishing, hoping I was the one

And if you wanted me in your life

I had to go

Cause you can't want them too while I'm on the sidelines

It's fair cause I broke your heart so you had to break mine

Don't know if I'll let you go but all I know is that

Now I'm contemplating in my room all about you

You said that they were"sure about you"

I was also that too

You said"my guard was up"

And I was positive I loved you

Now I know forever ain't enough

Man I feel so

Jealous

I can't help I'm

Jealous

It's not your fault I'm

Jealous of the way

Will she love you way

More than you love me?

Man I hope it's for you

Done did it yeah?

I hope they be your best world

Your best world yeah?

Man I thought I'm special

I'm special yeah?

Imma be my half heart

I'm one heart yeah