Talking To Myself

I've started talking to myself I'm going insane

Losing my grip on reality I'm far away

From everything that ever was real in this world

Hearing voices in my head as I twitch and turn

These meds they no longer work

I gasp for anything in life that might be worth

Not letting suicide be the end result

So I consume enough drugs and wake up in the dirt

I've started talking to myself I'm going insane

Can't believe I made it to see another day

Every night atleast I die twice

To relieve my mind

Then breathe and come back to life

Everyday into the next

I keep getting more anxious and depressed

So I need more drugs to keep up with my own pace

Get high till I don't recognize my own face