Begin to See

I stand on the edge of a thought

Where the wind whispers secrets

And the ground feels like it's fading

There's no rhythm here, just the hum of existence

A pulse that beats out of sync

Yet somehow, it feels alive

I'm not looking for answers

Just questions that don't fit in boxes

I'm not chasing the light

But the shadows where dreams hide

This isn't music, it's noise that speaks to me

A language only chaos understands

The sky doesn't need to be blue

And the stars don't need to align

I walk on paths that disappear

Creating as I go, destroying as I step

Who am I but the fragments of decisions

That never made sense?

I'm not looking for answers

Just questions that don't fit in boxes

I'm not chasing the light

But the shadows where dreams hide

This isn't music,it's noise that speaks to me

A language only chaos understands

Silence screams louder than words

And I find comfort in the cracks

The places where nothing is whole

Where beauty is jagged and sharp

I trace my name in the dust

Not to remember, but to forget

The edge isn't a place, it's a feeling

A breath held, a step not taken

A song without melody

A life that doesn't rhyme

And here, on the edge of myself

I finally begin to see

I'm not looking for answers

Just questions that don't fit in boxes

I'm not chasing the light

But the shadows where dreams hide

This isn't music, it's noise that speaks to me

A language only chaos understands