Therapy

Ooh, what a feeling it feels when niggas win

I took a bunch of L's to the chin, so hard to grin

I'm sorta kinda stuck in my ways, I could admit

But if you love me like you say, why would I change one bit

Last night I said the prayer to God, tryna repent

Demons from my past life surfacing once again

I remember crack smoke lingering in the wind

That's back when momma wasn't approving of none of my father's friends

Overhearing arguments cause he went on another binge

My sister's somewhere crying cause momma flipping the wig

We come from humble beginnings

Naw fuck it who am I kidding

The lights off as roaches and rodents roaming the kitchen

I'm just tryna get my piece of the pie, you know the play

Any interference, I'm serving niggas a plate

Look, I was only eight when I saw a victim get scraped

And they say heavy is the head with the crown

I move weight

I don't think you understand

When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call

When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call

When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call

When I need a shoulder to lean on, who can I call

Talk to me I need therapy

Yeah, talk to me, talk to me

Talk to me, I need therapy

Yeah, talk to me, talk to me

Talk to me, I need therapy

My mother in the hospital, she goin' back and forth

The doctor said it's a heart, it's nearly had its course

The ambulances and EMTs, they at my door

My sister trippin' cause mommy positioned on the floor

Right in that moment, I flashed back to conversations

When we was speakin', I was just barely concentratin

Too focused on what I'm doin' for simple dialogue

I just thought I'd have a chance to talk to you tomorrow

But tomorrow's never promised, I'm battlin' with my conscience

And empathizin' with people that had to bury they mamas

Maybe it was the smokin', maybe it was the drinkin

Maybe it was the stressin', no, maybe I'm overthinkin