Hard Being Alive

I stay in, I wake up

Overthink things mostly

And it's true that I'm loved

But I still feel lonely

I kick rocks, I smoke up

Do the things they told me

But I know I'm fucked

It's a ceremony

Got demons on our side

Stay married to the hard times

And if I was the king

I'd tell you all to run and hide

So much that we don't like

So many can be unkind

I'm not saying I died

But I feel so dead inside

Oh, today is hard being alive

If I sleep now, I think that I'll be fine

What's the problem? It's so hard to decide

Oh, today is hard being alive

Get there late, my mistake

Yeah, this happens often

Woke up with a headache

It was three o'clock then

I'll be fine, I'll move on

Use me 'til I'm all gone

I don't have a reason

Don't tell anyone

Got demons on our side

Stay married to the hard times

And if I was the king

I'd tell you all to run and hide

So much that we don't like

So many can be unkind

I'm not saying I died

But I feel so dead inside

Oh, today is hard being alive

If I sleep now, I think that I'll be fine

What's the problem? It's so hard to decide

Oh, today is hard being alive

Hard being alive

Hard being alive

Hard being alive

Hard being alive