Hotel in Sydney

Nevermind, shit was making my blood pressure high

I love her unconditionally, you know?

I can't pretend I ain't never lie

For the moment, I guess I'll let it slide

She said "If you don't want to take care of this kid, Marcus then say so"

I said "Wait, no, it's mine too, I can't go, how you gonna support this kid without me? You don't make dough."

She said "Hahaha. I make loads."

She had six grand cash

I said "But you was broke two weeks ago!

How you makin' chips that fast?"

She said, "I bartend, I made it all in tips haha."

I said, "Girl, you must take me as a big jackass."

I'm like "Please, we both know money is hard to come by"

Her bullshit, might fly over the heads of some guys

Officer, she's always telling dumb lies

I've known her for six years, and she hasn't lifted a finger one time!

I said, "Where'd you get the cash from?"

She said "I bartend, duhhh, from tips. I'm a waitress"

I said, "Where'd you get the cash from?"

She started stuttering like "uhm-uhh-mmm Marcus, wait just-"

I said, "Where'd you get the cash from?"

She said, "Ok, ok, I'll tell you just promise me you won't get mad."

I'm like "Baby, where'd you get the cash from?"

She said "I work at a strip club... It's how I made the six grand."

I said "Woaah, no... NOOOOOO!"

I fell down in tears, my heart broke, I turned cold

I don't want the girl that I'm in love with doin' hoe shit

If she needed cash, I woulda loaned it, and she knows it

They won't lemme get a refund on this $20,000 ring

Fuck my head hurts, I need some ibuprofen

Yea, Mr. Hopsin, you need a minute?

Um, may I have some water please?

Ah, no worries at all

I don't mean to cry and get emotional, but all this just bothers me

Yea, it's alright, you're good... Yea, here ya go mate

Thanks... *sips water*

I wasn't me no more, I looked her in the eyes, and straight told her

What'd you say to her?

I need you to tell me where this strip club is at

Or this family we're about to have is over

I said "Tell me where it's at?"

She said "No."

I said "You about to make me mad..."

She said "So?"

I said "Bitch, you better panic and run. The damage is done.

You doin' this 4 months away from having my son. UGH."

I told her I would always have her back

I forgave her after all the careless acts

I have one question, and she couldn't share the facts

The strip club - How come she couldn't tell me where it's at?

Who the fuck she fuckin' in there?

Who's dick she suckin' in there?

Shakin' her fuckin' butt in the air

It's like we've argued for a thousand fucking hours

I'm annoyed and I was at the point where something was about to get destroyed

I grabbed her purse, threw that shit across the room

I fuckin' launched it too

It was filled with makeup kits and all of her jewels

I blacked out

She said "What the fuck is wrong with you?"

She got up out the bed to get it - I pushed her ass back in it

I said "We still talkin' bitch. You and I ain't finished. Nah. This strip club, where is it? BITCH WHERE THE FUCK IS IT?"

I said "You know what? Fuck it. Awesome. Fine."

In the process of all this drama, I had lost my mind

I felt lost and blind

The gym trainer, the strip club

The ring, the baby

She really crossed the line

And then I finally came down and all the madness was finished

Then she invited me to dinner with her family in Penrith

I said "I ain't goin' with you, you can leave now,

I need to stay in this hotel room, and figure some things out."

Officer, I know you ain't gonna sympathize

I don't approve of any man putting hands on his girlfriend or wife

Especially when she's pregnant with his kid inside

Honestly, feel like I wasn't in the wrong

But still, I wasn't in the right

Ask her she ain't got no bruises on her

I'm human - there's only so much a dude can conquer

She knew that her actions reflected true dishonor and tried to cover it

Sayin' I'm and abusive monster that's bullshit, huh

And that fast, poof, all of her wrongs are in the past cool

She's just the innocent white girl and I'm the black guy

Who always gets mad, true!

I know y'all about to make it hard for me to get back into Australia

Man this fucking shit is sad

Dude, I still don't know if this baby is mine or not

So when he's born, who's gonna be the fuckin' dad?

You?