Won't Let Me Go

I'm not dead

But I can't say I'm alive

You can see it in my eyes

I've been gone but God knows where

And I'm not scared

I'm just turning on the lights

Tryna trick myself tonight

Into thinking I still care

I try to see but there's all this smoke

I try to breathe but instead I choke

I try to run but I can't

It's in my heart

It's in my head

It's in the happy I've got left

It's in the dark

It's in my home

It's in my blood that's running cold

I've got people who love me but I still feel alone

It's in my bed

And all I know

Is it won't let me, let me, let me, let me go

Theres this ledge

When I start to feel too much

Right before I just feel numb

I've been standing on a while

And All my friends

Think I'm crazy to complain

Bout the life they think I've made

They're not wrong but they're not right

I try to see but there's all this smoke

I try to breathe but instead I choke

I try to run but I can't

It's in my heart

It's in my head

It's in the happy I've got left

It's in the dark

It's in my home

It's in my blood that's running cold

I've got people who love me but I still feel alone

It's in my bed

And all I know

Is it won't let me, let me, let me, let me go