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Aye

Aye

J-A-Y

That's why I don't care now

That's why I don't care now

These days I'm getting tired

These days I'm getting tired

Things have been falling apart

Don't know where to start

These cycles just seem to repeat

We just become all our trauma

Cause breaking the cycles not something that they ever teach

People that brought me to be

They don't even speak

My baby girl thinking I creep

Dealing with anxieties and PTSDs

And some nights, I can't even sleep

Beefing from cowardly niggas, they hate on me heavy

These niggas don't want me to eat

Head is about to explode,my heart is so heavy

I got to get back on my feet

Jobs barely fucking pay me

Alesha sick, that's my motherfucking baby

These niggas ask for a single, your phone don't ring

I'm in this motherfucking house going crazy

Damn

Shit don't even make you wanna live these days

Can't afford gas or a crib these days

Niggas only take, never give these days

Shit make you wanna get a mask, get some gloves

Put a twenty two up in a nigga ribs these days

Singing out my soul on these songs

And they still don't understand shit he saying

And that's why I don't care now

That's why I don't care now

These days, I'm getting tired

These days, I'm getting tired

Black man

I know you been hurt, trying to deal by yourself

Black man

I know that you been working on healing yourself

Black man

I know that you been thinking 'bout killing yourself

And I be damned if another black man think he going through shit down here by himself

It's all irrelevant

I feel like I been dropped in sediment

All this dirt on my name and the hurt from the game

Lack of chemistry has got me out my element

Damn