Текст песни
I had to learn that to much focus on the opposite gender
And trying to over impress ends badly
And instead of being overly attached to somebody
You gotta learn to concentrate on your own personal growth
And focus on becoming a better version of yourself each day
I just hope you find it in your heart to forgive me
For all the crossfire you was stuck in when I went to war with myself
Baller
Got build up trauma from the ones I love leaving
So when you tell me that you love me I got problems believing
But girl I'm working on it
Feel like I'm obsessed cause when you leave I want you to come back to me
But if you can't I hit your IG and start lurking on it
Praying that you don't detach from me just like the rest of them
I wish the best for them ain't no hate in my heart I'm certain on it
So scared to vent to somebody
Cause if we fall out they might use that shit against me
God forbid and I'll be hurting on it
My happiness turned into anger
Want someone that's gonna make me feel at home in the world of strangers
Know you hate I be around danger
On my block I feel so safe but in your arms I feel so safer
Blues
That's the color that I feel inside
I get chills and cry
When I think bout our love I hate we dealing with pride
Feel a way bout certain shit I just can't put it aside
I be so
Like the color of the midnight
Don't you leave baby sit tight
Just keep thugging with me
Hold me down until I get right
Got build up trauma from the ones I love leaving
So when you tell me that you love me I got problems believing
But girl I'm working on it
Feel like I'm obsessed cause when you leave I want you to come back to me
But if you can't I hit your IG and start lurking on it
Praying that you don't detach from me just like the rest of them
I wish the best for them ain't no hate in my heart I'm certain on it
So scared to vent to somebody
Cause if we fall out they might use that shit against me