Well This Sucks

Well, this sucks

I'm stuck here

Another sleepless fucking night where

I can't get my head clear

I'm not closing my eyes until I set shit right

But my brain and my hands, they just

Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight!

'Til the end

Can't wind down

And I mean every slurred word that comes outta my mouth

I'll make it or I won't

I'll break every last bone

Getting where I wanna be

So you'd best believe

I won't always be a let down

Everything seems so complicated

(Another moment in time where I'll step out of line)

Everyone swears they should have made it

(We're all made out of clay, molded in different ways)

Every good idea seems like it's been taken

(But it's not! It can't be)

So how do we know unless we try and we fail

The anticipation left me without my nails

And every last chord out of my hands

Seems so stale

But I press record anyways

And always start to wail

One more time

Even though I'm rotting in hell

I'll pretend i'm just fine

Even if I don't have any good ideas left

I promise I'll beat this old horse

Beat it to death

Try again

Yeah, I know

I give all that I have

Get so little to show

This shits so miserable

It's the same for us all

Life can take my legs but til it takes my arms

So I'll Crawl! Crawl! Crawl! Crawl!

Crawl!

I'm just making a joke of myself

What a great conman

I'm a fraud, I'm a failure, yeah that's just who I am

It never matters, it's true

Not a thing that I do

Cause I'm in my own head

And I'm screwed

Yeah I'm so fuckin' screwed

Everything seems so complicated

(Another moment in time where I'll step out of line)

Everyone swears they should have made it