I don't really mind (Instrumental)

When I’m in the dark

I long for the light

But I feel alive

At night

I keep lingering in the alleyway

My friends told me not to mind

Biting fingernails until

Blood comes out

It’s a habit I can’t hide

Yeah

Maybe I’m even worse than

All of his reputations combined

Yeah

I’m not the best at knowing myself

I’m loving the pain and I don’t know why

Yeah

And I don’t know why

Maybe I don’t really mind

Yeah

I don’t really mind

Maybe I just wanna feel high

Yeah that’s what it’s like to be alive

Maybe they will say oh my

Think I never seen you so wild

I’m in love with this pain

And I don’t know why yeah

And I don’t know why

Maybe I don’t really mind yeah

I don’t really mind yeah

Fighting all the tides

Low highs all combined

I get sick and tired

They say love your enemies

But my enemy’s all I fall for in life

Shadows and demons made up my time

I get used to their cold eyes

Maybe I’m even worse than

All of his reputations combined

Yeah

I’m not the best at knowing myself

I’m loving the pain and I don’t know why

Yeah

And I don’t know why

Maybe I don’t really mind

Yeah I don’t really mind

Maybe I just wanna feel high

Yeah that’s what it’s like to be alive

Maybe they will say oh my

Think I never seen you so wild

I’m in love with this pain

And I don’t know why yeah