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I left pieces of me
Taped to your windows-
But you never looked outside.
You were always good
At ignoring storms
If they weren't named after you.
I spoke in earthquakes
You mistook for silence,
And smiled through
My own unraveling.
You thought I was patient-
I was just fading.
I read maps of you
Until my eyes bled,
Looking for exits
You never meant to build.
I begged the mirror
To lie better.
It always refused.
I've folded my skin
Into corners of this world
You'll never sweep,
Left questions in the floorboards,
But you just
Kept walking.
If I disappear-
Don't come looking.
The echo has bruises
From bouncing too long.
If I vanish,
Pretend you meant to lose me.
I've already searched
Until I became
Unfindable.
I lit flares in rooms
You locked behind kind words.
I danced in the fire,
Just to feel something
Like warmth.
I built altars
Out of all the things
I wasn't.
And worshipped there
Because you never did.
If I disappear-
Don't whisper my name
Like you own it.
I gave it to you
But never saw it again.
If I vanish,
Don't light candles-
Just close your eyes.
I've already wandered enough
For both of us.