Hallucinations

I'm in the ocean

And my boat is broken

No need to scream

I'm floatin'

Underwater copin'

How you trynna see heaven

But too scared to die

How you not gonna take the jump

But wish you could fly

Every little piece of you will get crucified

Fucking in a crowded room like it's just you and I

Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah

Head in the clouds

My feet had to touch down

Runnin' back like there's no ground

Look what I found

Can you, can you

Can you feel the tension

I know, I know

I know I should've mentioned

Feels so different

I feel so complacent

Cause I'm still fucking looking, looking

For a lifeline

Searching, sailing

Drowning full time

Underneath

From where I bleed

You said you were coming back to me so I waited

I've been calling

I've been texting

Can we have a conversation

Cuz I'm running out of patience

So I'm drunk and I'm faded

I've been writing songs about you

How you used to be my favorite

Now I hate it, I am sick

Heartbroken once again

Give a fuck

Cause it doesn't really matter in the end, uh

Flying in this plane

Pop a perky for the pain

Stop playing these games

Cause you're driving me insane

Hardly good in Hollywood

I'm so high above the clouds

Tears like raindrops on my city

Looking down I see it now

Playing with fire burns

Got your hand up in my skirt

Heart buried in the dirt

Cause it's never gonna work, uh

Can you, can you

Can you feel the tension

I know, I know

I know I should've mentioned

Feels so different

I feel so complacent