Текст песни
I storm out myself a couple of times
Driving around with no place to hide
Out of my mind, a stranger inside
Laughs all the time, he's laughing at me
And my misery, is what kept me high
Screaming in circles like the last time we tried
But I've wasted my time (wasted my time)
Yes, I've wasted my
All eyes on me, expecting I'll miss
I'm getting stuck like there's gum on my feet
I should let myself cry
I should let myself fly away from here
I'm nothing special but I'm standing up and putting up a fight
I have good intentions but my mind is always holding me back
Not this time
Not this time
Let the trial begin, the jester's ready to grieve
Not as naive as I once, as I once I let you believe
I try to be tough, I try to scream
You kept me captive, kept me in
I'm getting loony with those rusty strings
Why is my mind so full of shit
Thoughts all the time it makes me sick
I cry my eyes out but still let you get in
The court room is full of shadows staring at me
I'm sick and tired, so fucking tired, this case is getting dismissed
I'm nothing special but I'm standing up and putting up a fight
I have good intentions but my mind is always holding me back
I want redemption, wash my sins that I carry on my back
Not this time
Not this time
Not this time