Текст песни
Something happened when I hit 30
Old habits never die, but they feel dirty
Inspiration when I try never feels worthy
Motivation ain't the same when I'm not hurting
I can't forgive myself for all the dirt that I did
But I'm still working on the person that was hurt as a kid
One thing's for certain, if you're searching
Then you're working to live
A better life, because existence is the perfect of gifts, uh
Is it wisdom that I've found now
Or is it something that I've drowned out
My heads too heavy for this crown now
The king of nothing's what I've found out
My enemies can get a roundhouse
A warrior till I'm in the ground now
I pour my soul into this sound, how
Could anybody still believe that I'm a lighthouse
Something happened when I hit 30
My desire for a family's now greater than this art working
And time don't ever stop turning
So you can either sit and watch it or exist without a clock jerking
Easier said than done, see better ones
Begin a journey but never make it to veteran
These setting suns, horizontal developments
The same position they'll all be in when it's said and done
Is it wisdom that I've found now
Or is it something that I've drowned out
My heads too heavy for this crown now
The king of nothing's what I've found out
My enemies can get a roundhouse
A warrior till I'm in the ground now
I pour my soul into this sound, how
Could anybody still believe that I'm a lighthouse
Ay
Something happened when I hit 30
The way I'm bouncing back, my springs are always rusted when they get dirty
I take more supplements to make up for the sustenance
My body's needing cause my switch is set to hurry
It's always set to hurry
It's like no matter what I do, a perfect life is out of view
A fucking lie that I've been sold so I don't feel worthy
And yet I keep it going longer cause I think that I'm a martyr