can i be you?

I cannot decide, so how can you?

Who I am inside, so how do you?

How do you know who you are?

How isn't everything hard?

How can you get out of bed everyday

With a smile inside of your heart?

Maybe not meant to go far

Maybe inherently flawed

Maybe the stress that I carry is carving up scars

And I feel the tension inside of my jaw

Holding to pain I can't let go

I wish I was trying my best, though

Honestly I wouldn't bet, no

I'd rather be up in my bed, yo

Sleeping all day, I live in the past

Rotting away, I know that it's sad

Dreamin' 'bout all the love that I had

But I can't go back

I cannot decide, so how can do you?

Who I am inside, so how do you?

And I'm not alright, so how are you?

I'm not me tonight, can I be you?

Damn it, I think that I'm broken

So fucking tired of hoping

So fucking sick of not knowing

Who I wanna be now it feels like I'm choking

I hate the face I was given

I swear that I'm bout to give in

Trying to deal with the doubt

That maybe my life ain't worth living

I'm standing in front of my mirror, I hate what I see

I can't decide if I wanna be somebody else or I wanna be me

I cannot decide, so how can do you?

Who I am inside, so how do you?

And I'm not alright, so how are you?

I'm not me tonight, can I be you?