Текст песни
My fuckin body is shakin
My heart is breakin
Was i just mistaken
When i thought that you was in love and all about me
But quickly you found someone better then another
Bitch changin like the mother fuckin weather
Sever every tie
Wave that life goodbye
Put it all aside
But its never off my mind
Right now i really feel it
Im writin just to seal it
Away everyday is more or less a struggle
Got so much shit to juggle
No time for your troubles
Livin in a fuckin bubble
Seeing double
Seeing tunnels
Kinda Wishin this was your blood
On my knuckles
Said you fuckin love me
Now that shit is funny
Cuz you left me to rot
Like i meant fuckin nothing
Feels like you forgot
How much you said you loved me
You Left me distraught
I never saw it coming
But maybe i shouldve
I thought it was true love
I thought i did everything
That a guy couldve
And now i feel shit on
And wasted and withdrawn
Alone in the world
Nowhere to belong
Hittin that bong
So i can be gone
Leaving my city
Fuck it so long
Gotta get up
But im too fucked up
Pourin up another cup
Uh huh
If i could go back
Id leave you so fast
Instead i tried
To make it last
Holding onto my past
But Id rather hold you
But without ill make do
Id never forsake you
Id never erase you
And thats why
Bitch
I fuckin hate you
How about you just spit in my face
Ima push and shove through all the love just trying to escape
Im a mess right now and im only mid race
I would give you all my stresses just to let you have a taste
Would you still think my life is so easy
If i told you that self loathing is eating me