Tears Me Up

Tonight feels different silence cuts so deep

I broke what was real now the pain won't sleep

Didn't hold on when you reached out your hand

Thought I'd move on but the ache still stands

All of the signs were there yet I froze

Now I'm countin' every road that I chose

Feels like I'm chasin' shadows in the night

Didn't see the end til you left my sight

And it tears me up

Knowin' I let the best of us fade out

Watchin' you live the life we dreamed about

Reachin' for the moments lost in the flame

Every single sunrise calls out my shame

Yeah it tears me up

The farther I run the more it stays

Can't outpace the ghost of better days

Some scars fade but this one still glows

Lights up every path I chose

Guess true pain never goes

Feels like I'm chasin' shadows in the night

Didn't see the end til you left my sight

And it tears me up

Knowin' I let the best of us fade out

Watchin' you live the life we dreamed about

Reachin' for the moments lost in the flame

Every single sunrise calls out my shame

Yeah it tears me up

My heart won't fade out it won't heal right

I let the best part of you go that night

Now I'm the one still holdin' on

When I'm the one who did you wrong

And it tears me up

Knowin' I let the best of us fade out

Watchin' you live the life we dreamed about

Reachin' for the moments lost in the flame

Every single sunrise calls out my shame

Yeah it tears me up