Not Giving Up...Not Yet

Another day that feels like falling

As I hear direction calling me

Away from those paths I chose

When I was twenty-three

And I know it's detrimental

'Cause when I miss my potential

I can hardly sleep

But when I do I die in all my dreams

'Cause it pains me to think

Could I have been better in another life

I don't want to know

I have come this far and I'm not giving up

(Not yet, not yet, not yet, no)

Though I gamble with everything I love

(Not yet, not yet, not yet)

I can't live a perfect life

And I know that there's no answer

But I know that I'm not giving up

I'm not giving up

And I trade these easy vices

For an end to sacrifices

I have run my hands through heaven

And I have dipped my feet in hell

But my days have served me well

I know how to lose everything

And pick up where I fell

But it pains me to think

Could I have been better in another life

I don't want to know

If I could try another life

How would I know I'd get it right

A different man, a different mind

Another soul with time to feel alive

I can't live this perfect life

And I won't care if there's an answer

I'm not giving up