One To Two (version)

There are things I'd like to say

That I've said too many times before

Things I should have done

Instead of looking for a way to get out

You'll never know the sorrow I felt

Or the hours I've laid awake

Thinking about just what you said

How could you know how I felt?

I never took the time to figure it out

Or see how the problems arose

I tried to blame the two of you

I can only blame myself

For the pain we felt

There are words I should have spoken

But I kept my fucking mouth shut instead

Words would've made the difference

But they always stayed unsaid

Why won't you ever see?

Why won't you even see?

It's not just me