hard2describe

I just get mad at me

10 thousand hours of regret

I do it masterfully

I'm overloaded but I'm drained

Just like a battery

And all my problems

They get worse at night like after three

Man I hate this feeling

It's hard to describe

Living in a box

No one can see me like a mime

Nothing I do is good enough

I'm never satisfied

And the more I think about it

Then the less I wanna try

Man I hate wading

Lost in the ocean with no one to save me

Try to paint a picture but

I'm too nice so no shading

All give and no take so

My magic is fading

Tried to build a bridge

But my legs were shaking

I'm so scared of

Shit that isn't there

It's getting hard to handle

But I can't pretend

We're just friends

It doesn't make sense

For me to be your man though

Like can we just be honest

Do you really expect me to solve this

I've been up all night

I'm nauseous

It's never gonna work out

I called it

She feels so unseen

Dropped out of school

Low self esteem

Taking different kinda pills all for the dopamine

She's been waiting all her life to take it out on me

Man I hate this feeling

It's hard to describe

Living in a box

No one can see me like a mime

Nothing I do is good enough

I'm never satisfied

And the more I think about it

Then the less I wanna try

Man I hate wading

Lost in the ocean with no one to save me

Try to paint a picture but

I'm too nice so no shading

All give and no take so

My magic is fading

Tried to build a bridge

But my legs were shaking

I guess this is all that's left of me

Hate to admit it I got jealousy

Cause I don't really have a legacy

I probably need therapy

This feeling is too hard to describe

Living in a box

No one sees you like a mime

That's why I'm always late when I arrive

The more I think about it then the less I wanna

Try