i hope one day it gets better

I lay in bed but I can't get myself to sleep

At night's the only time I feel like I am free

I wear a mask like everyday is Halloween

Why does it feel like life is much harder for me?

I fade into black with my eyes wide shut

I wanna fall into bed and never get up

Cause I got a family that needs me

They say the best things never come easy

I hope one day it gets better

Right now I feel like a failure

And I hate that my family's so proud

Cause I feel like I'm letting them down

I lay in bed but I can't get myself to sleep

At night's the only time I feel like I am free

I wear a mask like everyday is Halloween

Why does it feel like life is much harder for me?

My rooms a mess just like my life is

Sorry I didn't text you, I feel lifeless

I can't even fold my laundry

So don't bother even calling

(Set my status offline)

I hope one day it gets better

Right now I feel like a failure

And I hate that my family's so proud

Cause I feel like I'm letting them down

I lay in bed but I can't get myself to sleep

At night's the only time I feel like I am free

I wear a mask like everyday is Halloween

Why does it feel like life is much harder for me?