Damn

I sit and ask myself, "what's my worth?"

Every past second dedicated to the search

Conflict of interest made me flinch at every word

My life a sacrifice to the imp of the perverse

Wait, that's the notification buzzing

Forgot to take my meds, I've got them ordered like a baker's dozen

Making nothing, fate disgruntled, I am my grudges

And I hate this constant chase for substance

I can't break these cuffs and, woah-woah-woah

Oh no, everyday in slow mode

For sure, so cold, gotta row the boat

What I've felt like since a young woah, yeah, yeah

I been ruffage in a garbage bin

Stoned alone in my apartment

Blowing O's 'til I'm loading up another cartridge

The PS4 is getting started

All these self-destructive tendencies

She don't give a fuck so she a 10 to me

Drowning in the Dead Sea, call it tenancy

Hope you seeing how the darkness been a friend to me

I need some clemency, for the hubris

I'm not your enemy, I'm only human

I don't fuck with ketamine, it makes me useless

And stupid, all I can mutter is damn...

I'm getting down on myself

With this abiding hunt for the wealth

They say I can reach out to help

That feels like I'm just hurting myself

Catch a look at the shelf

Too many memories, regrets

That's where my secrets were kept

Gotta remember that my path stays set

All I can mutter is damn...

Ohhhh

I got some many issues

I need tissues

Really I just need help

Ohhhh

I just need help

I been dealing with some problems that I'd

Rather not admit that I got

I need a fifth, not a shot

You better give what you got

Do you follow?

I'm a bit behind the curve but I thought

That you would give me a slot

If I could prove I was hot

Share my vision

Or you thinking that I'm whack on the spot