tightrope

We thought it was meant to be

Like the stars aligned, it felt like ecstasy

Until you figured out I'm broken not open

Been lost in an ocean and you can't help me at all

Cause I've been walking on a tight rope

Almost going psycho

Don't know what the fuck I'm doin

And I've been

Tryna keep my head clear

Don't need no one else here

I don't wanna hurt you, no

You said it doesn't matter

But I can't live with seeing you go through that

You put me first and now you're worse than better

I can't let my pain turn your white into black

You stuck with me through the hurt

I didn't deserve it

But you made me feel worth

And now I'm drowning

Because I wasn't careful with all my emotions

But I've already said enough to

Make you cry and now I'm hollow

Cause I let myself hurt someone I care

I don't know how'd I get so shallow

Thought I'm healing but clearly not

Cause I've been walking on a tight rope

Almost going psycho

Don't know what the fuck I'm doin

And I've been

Tryna keep my head clear

Don't need no one else here

I don't wanna hurt you, no

You said it doesn't matter

But I can't live with seeing you go through that

You put me first and now you're worse than better

I can't let my pain turn your white into black

I'm not alright but you still hold tight

Please just give up

Cause

We got so far, and it got quite hard

I can't keep this up

I can't keep living on this high

Cause I know that it won't last

I keep faking all my faces

Just so that you won't ask

And it hurts me every time

To know that you care soo much

Because I've tried and tried

To feel at all but I've had no luck

Cause I've been walking on a tight rope