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I thought you would be the one

To sit beside my bed as I was sick and hold my hand as I lose grip

But no

I know

I have a lot of problems and I ignore the ways to solve them

Yeah I know

She comes yelling at me

I leave out the front door

She stands yelling that she don't wanna see my face no more

Now I know I deserve it

I'm back and forth like day and night

I'm hot and cold which isn't right

So yeah I know

Yeah I know

That I am a lot to deal with and I just act like I don't feel shit

And I know

But no

You're stupid as can be to think that you could possibly not be alone

I keep losing myself in these four walls

It's the rash of self healing the truth that's revealing to me

I've been in my world so long I can't see

That I've lost everything in control of my own decency

Now I know I'll avoid it

I'll push away the love you gave me and I'll say no one can save me like

Now I know I deserve it

I'm back and forth like day and night

I'm hot and cold which isn't right so yeah I know

I know that I have a lot of problems and I ignore the ways to solve them

Yeah I know

But no

You're stupid as can be to think that you could possibly not be alone

I know what you wanted from me

Was a little more time and a touch of vulnerability

I know that I felt I can't breathe

So I pushed you away so I stay in control of my dreams

Now I know I'll avoid it

I'll push away the love you gave me and I'll say no one can save me like

Now I know I deserve it

I'm back and forth like day and night

I'm hot and cold which isn't right

So yeah I know

I know that I have a lot of problems and I ignore the ways to solve them

Yeah I know

But no

You're stupid as can be to think that you could possibly not be alone