This Isn't Me

Holding

Holding onto life

Before it breaks

I'm wondering

Wondering how much longer

It will take

Everything and everyone

Keeps showing me

What my eyes can't see

Everyone and everything

Just brings me down

I know this isn't me

I'm running

From this life that I

Don't understand

I'm hiding

From the cards that

Occupy my hand

Giving here, I'm giving there

I'm giving time

I'm only trying to please

Helping here, I'm helping there

I'm helping all

But someone please help me

Oh

I know this isn't me

Oh

I know this isn't me