alive (it's a lie) (demo)

Pictures on the wall

I swear they're all getting grayer

Don't feel a thing at all

But no one's even aware

'Cause I just try to smile through all the pain

"How you been?"

"Oh I'm doing great"

But please don't ask me to promise

'Cause if I were honest

A lie, it's a lie

I may look happy but I swear that I'm dying on the inside

Survive, survive

I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

I spend way too much time laying in my bed

'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life

Ohh, a lie, its a lie

I just wanna feel alright

Sleep in 'til after noon

But I still wake up tired

Don't know what else to do

I feel so uninspired

And finding motivation never works

Every day feels a little worse

So I just pretend I'm okay

When all I want to say is

A lie, it's a lie

I may look happy but I swear that I'm dying on the inside

Survive, survive

I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

I spend way too much time laying in my bed

'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life

Ohh, a lie, its a lie

I just wanna feel alright