Crave

I don't trust you but I crave you too much to leave

You pull me in like you're all I need

Your touch burns but I beg for more

We make love like we're at war

You're a promise I know will break

A slow kiss laced with a twist of fake

I see the truth in the way you move

But I bite my tongue I've got something to prove

You're the chaos I keep calling mine

A wreck I replay line after line

We break we bleed but never break free

Tangled in lust where love shouldn't be

Your hands speak sins I never confess

Every touch feels like a holy mess

I wear your lies like lace on skin

Even knowing where you've been

I let you in like a bad habit

Again again you always have it

That look that strips me of my pride

That smirk that makes me let it slide

You fucked me like you hated me

Then held me like you pitied me

Your love is sharp it cuts so slow

But I can't tell you no

You're the chaos I keep calling mine

A wreck I replay line after line

We break we bleed but never break free

Tangled in lust where love shouldn't be

You speak in silence I answer with moans

We build a house with broken bones

Each lie a brick each touch a nail

But still I stay too scared to bail

I hate the way you own my skin

But I let you drown me once again

Your name is carved behind my eyes

A pleasure wrapped in perfect lies

You're the chaos I keep calling mine

A wreck I replay line after line

We break we bleed but never break free

Tangled in lust where love shouldn't be

I read your texts I hear your games

But somehow I still take the blame

You're poison dressed in ecstasy

And I keep sipping willingly

Your body's fire your soul is cold

I taste the hell I can't withhold

Addicted to the way we burn

A lesson I refuse to learn

Don't love me just ruin me slow

Leave marks in places no one knows

We're not right but God we fit

In all the ways we shouldn't admit