what they won't say

Yeah

Disbelief workin' as fuel

One semester left I didn't finish school

Misunderstood I accept it it's cool

Misunderstood I embrace it a lot

Nine out the window

It's pointed right at me

I don't know what to do

I stare and just stop

Slept on more couches than beds in my twenties

And sometimes I wonder if I should just stop

Yeah but I could never

I gave up a lot

Self-sabotaging it became a habit

There's a girl in Dallas that I miss a lot

Hard on my brother

I want him to be better than me

I know I'll see him at the top

Tearin' up sayin' this into the mic

I hope one day they proud that's my mom and my pops

And sometimes I act like don't shit bother me

And sometimes I'm glad that nobody can see

I'm drivin' at 3 a.m.

18 wheeler crossing lanes and I think that I might be deceased

And maybe they'd love me more if I had died

I'm watchin' forever

I sit and I cry

I do this for Chance and Mikal and the guys

When I touch a M swear I won't be surprised

On God

I say everything that niggas won't say

Caring less about what they think of me

Niggas tried to offer me 20K

Like bitch don't you know that I'll spend that on teeth

A scholar at heart call me Von Socrates

I'm teaching the masses to just be yourselves

If you yourself then there's no way you don't succeed

Like Pablo Esco

You know I got the keys

I'm one of them ones lil' baby

Capisce

You one of them ones too

Please know you a star

There's only one life

Better know who you are

There's only one life

You gotta make it far

On God

Yeah

Disbelief workin' as fuel

One semester left I didn't finish school

Misunderstood I accept it it's cool