I'm Good

Man, I'm sick, but then again, tell myself

"Everything happens for a reason"

Back popping these pills when I don't really need them

Stuck praying to a God that I don't believe in, show me mercy

Good lord, this shit hurt me

Looking for a reason not to cock this shit back, let it bang to the brain

Got a thing about thinking of me inside a grave

Just let my headstone say I was a good person

Before I end it, I'm trying so hard to look further

Momma gon' miss me and never saw me get sober

Tryna wait 'till I have kids and they're a lil older

Fuck it, I guess I'll ride it out until this shit's over

I'm good, living life now, I just had to wind down

But I'd hate to find out, although know I should

I'm turning the lights out 'cause this is my house

Now I'm living life like someone said I would

Don't wanna shake hands, don't wanna make friends

Just wanna take chances, knocking on wood

Making a statement 'cause I gotta pay rent

I stand on my own and so I gotta do it

I ain't shit but then again

I done met a lot of people I know ain't shit either

Used to think folks change, I'm not a believer anymore

Did me dirty, I know I should leave her but I can't

Don't get a third shot, girl, you stuck in the paint

Please don't hit my phone, I got nothing to say

Besides, know you won't anyway 'cause you don't like to talk

At least not here with me, I got high

Off the shit that you did, girl, but why

You won't let me know if there's some other guy?

At least I can look in the mirror, say I tried

I got that shit on, no coming back home

I'm too old, we too grown, we ain't kids no more

Girl, I damn near got kids of my own

Can't believe that you came to my home

And act like it didn't mean shit so I'll leave you alone 'cause now

I'm good, living life now, I just had to wind down

But I'd hate to find out, although know I should

I'm turning the lights out 'cause this is my house

Now I'm living life like someone said I would