BUSY

I can't tell how many times I tried

Whispering please just let me inside

While I was drifting through the air

I just wanted to land and know you care

It's not like I wanted to control

I just wanted a place in your world

Is it really too much to demand

A message that takes seconds to send

Sorry babe been busy same old lie

You had your phone the whole damn time

Takes ten seconds to send your voice

Stop pretending, I just wasn't your choice

I i i i i i just wasn't your choice

At first it wasn't like that

You showed up the love was kept

But time went by the months rolled in

And effort faded replaced by sin

If you can check your feed and piss

Then don't pretend you're too busy for this

Could've said : babe today's insane'

But nah too hard I'll take the blame

Sorry babe been busy same old lie

You had your phone the whole damn time

Takes ten seconds to send your voice

Stop pretending, I just wasn't your choice

I i i i i i just wasn't your choice

And then at some point within we give up

We start opting out we start to collapse

'Cause no matter what language we speak

You don't want to hear it you don't want to see

If she's still nagging you still got a shot

It means your cards are still in the pot

But when she turns quiet trust and know

It's just a matter of time 'til she lets you go

Sorry babe been busy same old lie

You had your phone the whole damn time

Takes ten seconds to send your voice

Stop pretending, I just wasn't your choice

I i i i i i just wasn't your choice

And it's our mistake for staying too long

Ignoring the truth that was there all along

When a woman loves deep down to her bones

She'll lose herself just to keep you close

And this is what we must stop

Love ourselves when we've had enough

No more begging hoping or plea