Family Song

I hear screamin' in the dead of the night

I can't breathe so I think I just might

Try to jump up outta my bed with

Paranoia fillin' my head then

I heard a yell and a shatter and a bang

Mom and Dad must be goin' insane cause

They're at eachother's fuckin' throats again

Lookin for more scapegoats again

It don't fuckin' matter if you call the cops or not

Ain't nothin' they can do when shit just happens on the spot

Insidious diseases from within that can't be stopped

Swear to god they can't be stopped

This is another fucked up family song

Generations keep on doin' wrong

Cause they were never taught themselves

So now we're going straight to hell

Go to school try to cover my pain

Preppy kids think I'm fuckin' insane but

They don't know what I went through lastnight

Even if they did they would put me on blast right

This is why I cover up my pain with

Every single drug that you could ever name

I talk about my family being fuckin' insane

But I catch myself doin' exactly the same

It don't fuckin' matter if you

Call the cops again

Ain't nothin you can tell me

Self destruct until the end

History repeats itself so I just won't attend

Swear to God I won't attend

This is another fucked up family song

Generations keep on doing wrong

Cause they were never taught themselves

So now we're going straight to hell

I don't like the thoughts that keep on

Thought up in my mind

Thinkin' I was taught and straight up

Brought up on some lies

Maybe one day when I'm older it'll be just fine

Until that time

Ima try every drug there is

Join every fight because I ain't no bitch

Break every rule and fuck every law

Fuck graduation cause I'll never walk

Ima hate myself and take it out on you

Can't drive a car until I'm 22

I'll be bumming smokes

I'll be begging for rides

To get a hold of my connect just 1 more time

Everybody that loves me breaks out in tears

As I keep shooting up for years and years

Til I overdose or catch another case

And I'm covered with scabs all over my face

Try to point the blame but in reality

Can't blame it on my fucked up family

Did the best they could

With what they were given

Pray to God every day for a life worth livin'

This is another fucked up family song

Generations keep on doing wrong

Cause they were never taught themselves

So now we're going straight to hell