Delusional

Its 3cm in the morning and my mind can't take this shit no more.

I hope you get what you want

I hope you find what you looking for

I just wanna feel again

I don't know where my heart went

How you come and chill with my mind

Then up leave me from my body

Before I meet you I was happy with myself

I didn't even care about you

I didn't even know about you

I didn't even think about you

I didn't wanna fuck on you

I didn't wanna see bout you

I didn't wanna be by you

I didn't wanna smoke with you

How you do me like you do

Then try to play me like a fucking fool

Pre-hook:

They say you never right for the wrong person

cll the shit you put me through

Maybe I deserve it.

Was it even worth it

cll this abuse to my mind from lips and your hands, it's alright.

Don't wanna take my life if you take my life it's alright.

Hook:

Maybe I'm delusional

Maybe I'm delusional

Don't know if I can leave it all

But When I leave it all

Imma leave you far and gone

You won't see my face no more

I'm delusional

Maybe I'm delusional

Can not express enough through song

Should right the wrongs

I'd rather write out like song

cnd sell it like you sold our love

Verse:

I'm all alone in my house with my Xanax and Sage

Energy feel strange, my mental playing them games, I'm ok.

But I really I just say ok, to keep some people all up out my face.

Self heal, so I can feel again

cnd I just cut off all my friends

They wonder where my ass have been

I sit and cry alone

Watch movies all aone

Your mental presence here but your body physically gone.

It's not fair, maybe I should end it here.

But I think about the ones who still genuinely care.