Everything we know
It feels so slow
My fingers slip
And I let go
Looking back
Won't change the facts
And I have little hope for this now
Build me or kill me
Whichever makes me feel alive
Drown me
Surround me
Decide for me so I can leave
And I
I have such little hope
I'm trying to cope
I try harder than most
But I've lost the control
Chasing dreams I never believed
So much time I'll never retrieve
Nothing can replace the time you've lost
And it'll never be explained
Without apology
A helping hand to understand
Is all that some need
But I don't see
It working for me
I try and try to get it right
But I can't even see
Everything we know
It feels so slow
My fingers slip
And I let go
Looking back
Won't change the facts
And I have little hope for this now
Build me or kill me
Whichever makes me feel alive
Drown me
Surround me
Decide for me so I can leave
The seashore
Or the falling leaves
Failed to bring
The peace I need
Now I crave
An early grave
So I can leave
And find relief
It's coming on faster and faster
I'm ready to evade disaster
But I'm weak
Therefore I think
Of all the wrong fucking answers
I tried
Everything
But I couldn't stop to see
The beauty
Around me
As daunting
As it can be
Is worth experiencing
We won't live forever
It's now or never to
Make this better
Build me
Or kill me
Whichever makes me feel alive
Drown me
Surround me