Stargazing

Of reality before he's pulled back and dies

So that's why my mind is floating by as I be

Stargazing in the sky, but I'll be alright cause it's

Just you and I, so I gotta find the humor in the life

Kill the trauma in my mind, so I'ma start tonight

Stargazing in the sky... yeah

I'ma start stargazing in the sky

Hope my thoughts float away this time

Yeah

I be stargazing in the sky

Wondering why

Psy can't be the artist of his time

But his art is time

So he gotta toe the line of reality

Before he's pulled back and dies

A constant calamity causing consistent battling turned into

A rambling babbling incoherent smattering of lyrical acumen

Never said things in a straight way

Call me "gay" for all I care today

How I portray words is "Cray", I know, I know

Modern artist with a killer flow just shows

Where I should go, but I don't know

If I leave every beat with a parting scheme

As a part of me, partially hardening, to the heart I leave

Since it ain't cool to wear your feelings on your sleeves

You should die and bleed instead of articulate

How you think an oppressive beast

Toxic masculinity infects all you see

Taught at a young age, we gotta survive

But more than that, we have to thrive

Have to kill, have to fight for our loved ones

And still have to provide for our family

Can't be sad at things, gotta wear the jeans

To have your genes carried through the seed

Gotta be a beast, be the greatest ever

Be loving and a greater communicator

Cause no better than a man that knows how to think

But you gotta work constantly

Provide for everything

Be a gentleman and a scholar

Look at someone wrong and they holler

Some would rather have you in a shock collar

Or be your shot caller

So just go, nose to the grindstone

Back and forth like a metronome

Till you work yourself to the bone

Fuck if you're tired, fuck if you feel alone

Fuck if you wanna die, fuck if you can't hang

With your friends at night, fuck your personal life

So what's wrong with just being me (NOTHING)

I'd rather fall from the tree and be true to my core

Then pressured by society to think I'm inadequate

Because of how I be

But my passion is burning like an internal furnace

So I'm furnishing my purpose to service the art so it's worth it

Unburden myself from the weight of the world when it's turning

It ain't all on me, I gotta breathe, say what happens will be

Looking to the stars tonight, hold the loved ones real tight

Leave all my art on the table and I go

For broke, go to blow, break your nose

So you know how my blood flows from the thoughts I sew

As the art I leave and I cut an artery and I leave a piece of me

I don't need your sympathy, this is everything to me

That fire inside could never die even if I was unalived

I would be up in the sky, star blazing by

Leaving frames of mine to frame your mind and dropping lines behind

I am infinite with my art and time, so I'll be fine

But find that love of your life and hold on tight