gone at 20 something

If I only I knew it was the last time

Would've made sure, you knew just how

Much I used to rely on this

Lounging doing nothing with you

And I know it's selfish

But I'm mad at you, I can't help it

Know you left going through your own shit

I'm just pissed off I ain't notice

It still feels like yesterday we'd argue about nothing

'Bout where we'd be at thirty, why'd you go at twenty something

From sunny skies to overcast, I never saw it coming

Thought getting high would pass the time we lost you in the substance

If only I

Had known the time

That I had left

To say goodbye

I'd lose a limb to change your mind

'Cause losing you

Ain't sitting right

It's like there's something in my eyes

We lost the most contagious smile

I never wanted you to be

Only in my memories

A contact I'll just stare at but not call

Jeremy, it's killing me

It feels like you gave up on me

You don't what you've got until it's gone

You've got until it's gone

You've got until it's gone

Every time your songs come on

Brodie I get lost in 'em

I ain't proud of it

And I picture where it all went wrong

And my part in it

Was I part of it

I can't let it go

Until your back

At your messy desks

Choking on your laugh

Now I'm on my own

I've been looking back

What's the fun in that

What's the fun in that

Now I'm asking what you would've said

Only I can hear it like it's in my headphones

I tell myself that you're listening

But the truth is who the fuck knows

It still feels like yesterday we'd argue about nothing

'Bout where we'd be at thirty, why'd you go at twenty something

From sunny skies to overcast, I never saw it coming

Thought getting high would pass the time we lost you in the substance

If only I

Had known the time

That I had left

To say goodbye

I'd lose a limb to change your mind

'Cause losing you

Ain't sitting right

It's like there's something in my eyes

We lost the most contagious smile

I never wanted you to be

Only in my memories

A contact I'll just stare at but not call

Jeremy, it's killing me

It feels like you gave up on me

You don't what you've got until it's gone

You've got until it's gone