Battles

The things that I've seen,

And the battles I fought,

And still fighting today,

Lord wash me clean,

Cuz I done made,

Choices that come to life,

When I pray,

Gotta have thick skin,

Like concrete,

Who can penetrate this kid,

I don't even smile,

Like I use to way back,

Bell's palsy came,

To the party I hate that,

Met a shawty

Thinking I would marry

And have kids,

Love im not even sure,

If im good at this,

If im bad at this,

Maybe I need help

To discuss, my disgust,

Of who I was back then,

Was backed in, a corner,

So I started swinging,

Haven't heard anything

Close to what im bringing,

The fear of being overlooked,

Under paid under booked,

Pray that's not the case for me

Just wait and see

let me cook, uh

The things that I've seen,

And the battles I fought,

And still fighting today,

Lord wash me clean,

Cuz I done made,

Choices that come to life,

When I pray,

After things that I've seen

Uh, and the battles I fought

I be

While yall was on call of duty

I was really in warfare,

Nine months, with a m4,

Im saying war prayers,

God please

Just get me home,

I'm only 22,

Last thing I need,

Is family shedding more tears,

Fast forward now he a veteran

And a better man,

Still I'm fighting tears,

Cuz when it rains, it pours here,

Man I'm sick of

The things that I've seen,

And the battles I fought,

And still fighting today,

Lord wash me clean,

Cuz I done made,