Only God Knows Why

I've been sittin' here tryin' to find myself

I get behind myself, I need to rewind myself

Lookin' for the payback, listen for the playback

They say that every man bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one yet I'm last in line

I watch my youngest son and it helps to pass the time

I take too many pills that helps to ease the pain

I made a couple dollar bills, still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name

They say it way out loud

A lot of folks fuck with me

It's hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay

To be some big shot like I am

Out stretched hands and one night stands

Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumblin' down

I will always be around, yeah

And when your walls come tumblin' down

I will always be around

People don't know 'bout the things I say and do

They don't understand 'bout the shit that I've been through

It's been so long since I've been home

I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long

Maybe I forgot all the things I miss

Oh, somehow I know there's more to life than this

I said it too many times and I still stand firm

You get what you put in

And people get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine

No, I ain't seen mine

I've been givin', just ain't been gettin'

I've been walkin' that there line

So I think I'll keep a walkin'

With my head held high

I'll keep movin' on

And only God knows why

Only God, only God

Only God knows why

Only God knows why, why, why

Only God knows why

Take me to the river, hey

Won't you take me to the river, hey, hey, yeah