Hope

Tryna find out where you are

I lowkey hate the city

Cause my home be in the south

I be sleepy off the xanax

All them hoes I'm driving out

Goddamn you so conniving now

I got the fans, they diving out

Headphones on, got life at mute

I ain't even get high

Had to take like two

I've been trying

I'm trying

To get high as you

This shit feel like dying

And my corpse be the proof

She said do we smoke

I said of course we do

Said you high again

I said you must be new

She said she hate my life

I said I hate it too

I'm tryna get these bills

From green to blue

Tryna get these pills

From blue to red

2 more and I'm dead

More percs like yea

I can feel yo head

I can see inside

You a new girl now and the old one died

It's a new day now

Just forget you cried

Yea it's a new day now

She can't forget that I lied

I tend to forget your eyes

I'm burning out oh my god

I'm on the edge and I'm looking for god

I'm on the edge and I'm looking for

I'm on the

I'm on the edge and I'm looking for god

Yea she hate these drugs

Cause she know that it kills

Yea the life I live

It's a fantasy real

She gon be my girl

When she say I will

You making a mistake being with me it's real

I kept talking to these labels prolly offer a deal

Money the greatest medicine

It's gon help me to heal

I kept thinking back to 2023 in my feels

Know I'm growing up

But I don't really think that I will

I'm at death's door constantly

I think I live here

Any life better than mine

I ain't scared of dying