I have no love to give, nothing to seek
There's no God coming for me
Still numb to it all, to the strangers I meet
Fake conversations with your tongue in cheek
Screaming internally
I'm sick of it all
Somebody please kill me
What do you want?
What did you expect?
Bleed me dry and then bore me to death
You made me look pathetic
When I begged you for your forgiveness
So good fucking riddance
I'll never forget that you left at my lowest
It's fucking embarrassing
Thinking you meant anything
You left me with nothing
Nothing
While I roam the room hearing every excuse
How the fuck can you just sit there
And convince yourself that you're telling the truth?
And it was always me and it was never you
I-, I would hate you if I could
So we'll say nothing some more
While I mourn a loss
Of someone who doesn't care anymore
You just don't get it (anger only grows)
You know you're so pathetic
Maybe you'll learn to accept it (it's burning in my bones)
When you keep it copacetic
Yeah, I'm apathetic (a pain you'll never know)
When you're so pathetic
You just don't get it (so many nights)
When you keep it copacetic (I'd sit and fantasize your ghost)
Extortionist, VCTMS, 2026 motherfucker, go
You'd stand in front of me and stare as I spit out my fucking teeth
Waiting to take another piece
Another part of me that wasn't yours to keep
Still bleeding, still seething
As long as you are still breathing, I
Hope your heart stops beating
Maybe then I would escape this fucking pain
I will not sleep until you're rotting down underneath
Fuck you for every memory that you've taken away from me
You made me look pathetic
Begging for your forgiveness
So good fucking riddance
I'll never forget that you left at my lowest
Too stubborn to admit
I would have given anything to have you again
I know that I should
I would hate you if I could
I have no love to give, nothing to seek
There's no God coming for me
Still numb to it all, to the strangers I meet
Fake conversations with your tongue in cheek
Did you enjoy it while I sobbed on my knees?
You sat there and lied through your teeth
Love is fucking embarrassing
I know you loved when I watched you leave
And you were right
I fucking hate you
I'll never forget that you left me at my lowest
I'll never forget when you became such a fucking bitch