burning/bones

I have no love to give, nothing to seek

There's no God coming for me

Still numb to it all, to the strangers I meet

Fake conversations with your tongue in cheek

Screaming internally

I'm sick of it all

Somebody please kill me

What do you want?

What did you expect?

Bleed me dry and then bore me to death

You made me look pathetic

When I begged you for your forgiveness

So good fucking riddance

I'll never forget that you left at my lowest

It's fucking embarrassing

Thinking you meant anything

You left me with nothing

Nothing

While I roam the room hearing every excuse

How the fuck can you just sit there

And convince yourself that you're telling the truth?

And it was always me and it was never you

I-, I would hate you if I could

So we'll say nothing some more

While I mourn a loss

Of someone who doesn't care anymore

You just don't get it (anger only grows)

You know you're so pathetic

Maybe you'll learn to accept it (it's burning in my bones)

When you keep it copacetic

Yeah, I'm apathetic (a pain you'll never know)

When you're so pathetic

You just don't get it (so many nights)

When you keep it copacetic (I'd sit and fantasize your ghost)

Extortionist, VCTMS, 2026 motherfucker, go

You'd stand in front of me and stare as I spit out my fucking teeth

Waiting to take another piece

Another part of me that wasn't yours to keep

Still bleeding, still seething

As long as you are still breathing, I

Hope your heart stops beating

Maybe then I would escape this fucking pain

I will not sleep until you're rotting down underneath

Fuck you for every memory that you've taken away from me

You made me look pathetic

Begging for your forgiveness

So good fucking riddance

I'll never forget that you left at my lowest