Текст песни
Yo, it's easy to lose sight of what's important in life
Distracted by all the darkness, asphyxiating the light
I've been blinded by trying to climb to the sky
Thinking I have only a limited time to succeed before dying
But the more that I focused on trying to get noticed
I noticed my poems became frozen, creativity wilted like roses
Imposing depression, the pressure was choking and vengeful
Provoked and haunted by the ghosts of my pads and my pencils
It's sort of weird turning art into business
I felt a shift in witnessed, sickness infecting my system
And the more that I slipped forward toward the abyss
A divorcing of my soul and this gift sort of tore me to bits
I was broken, I don't know where I went
And I ended up a mess, losing myself in this stupid idea of success
But I can feel me coming back to the very beginning
Remembering that I write to remember why I'm living
So I let the light reverberate in me
Producing waves of sound, that heal everything
So I let the light reverberate in me
Producing waves of sound, that heal everything
And then I got distracted and caught up inside my shit
Thinking maybe all these songs didn't go together or fit
It's annoying as fuck to bleed all this blood
Piece it together and think is this cohesive enough
I feel like I'm stuck in a rut between ideas that crush
Like are these songs you want to hear about me needing to fuck
Do you see me as just a fiend and a bequeather of lust
Or could it be what's actually been bubbling in my guts
I'm just reflecting what's been going on in my life
For whatever reason I've been feeling like I've needed to write
About my sexual encounters, bring them into the light
Because I felt like for so long it's something that I should hide
Conditioned by restrictive religion, and isms that fight
That produce all of the schisms and the rhythms that imprison my mind
So for this minute, for this moment, for this time in my life
I'ma show you every side of me and hope you see light