You've Lost A Lot of Blood

I killed you off with two hands and I meant it, a kid in my memories

You died on the plank, I held you down slow

And I buried you out on the moon, what was I thinking?

Your shadow is glued on all my ceilings

Fucked up my hands throwing knives at a ghost

Don't know how it happened but it did

"You've lost a lot of blood," the doctor said

Is this who I am now?

I take care of myself, I cast a spell in my bedroom

I asked the moon to hurt you over and over again

I take care of myself, I never needed nobody

Yeah, I fell asleep with a candle burning on accident

Aren't you sorry? Aren't you sick? (You sick, you sick, you sick, you sick)

I prayed for death with a stuffed dog on my bed

Tried to bring it up once, swore I'd never try again

Salt stained pillow, twenty years later I can't forgive, mm

I can't forgive (I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't)

Never have and I never will (forgive, I can't, I can't, I can't forgive you)

Tiny swords, tiny hands, tiny bed (I can't forgive you, I can't)

(I can't forgive you, I won't)

I'll draw my sword any chance that I get (any chance I get, any chance)

I got reasons for the way that I am

Tiny swords, tiny hands, tiny bed

"You've lost a lost of blood," they all said

Tiny swords, tiny hands, tiny bed